Well, I made it.... but just barely and I definitely left a trail of green boa feathers in my wake.I have a tendency to try to do more things than my body can physically handle (human nature?), when I am feeling halfway "decent," or when dreaming up near future plans of what I think I can do. I blame adrenaline, disillusion and genes. Shoot, IF you muster up enough adrenaline you can mask all sorts of symptoms and rest warning signs, but it is VERY temporary and their is a little thing called- aftermath and it's a bum deal.
Don't get me wrong, their are also days where no amount of adrenaline could get me out of bed and I am pretty sure that if the house was on fire, I wouldn't be able to make it out.
Then their are times like last week where I mustered the adrenaline to do a little Tour de Doctor Visit to VA and Company. Which included flights in Ms Ella- (loaner from a generous co worker.) Here was the plan.... I'd lower my doses drastically and we will do this:
*note- plan is a very loose word these days
Stop 1- Cincinnati for gas and most importantly to see my sister and her family at their new home including our 3 year old nephew on his birthday and almost 1 year old Matthew! We'd stay a few hours and eat lunch and visit.
Stop 2- Syracuse where J will drop myself and Zoe off while he leaves for a few days. J's sister and family will meet us there for a night, other time in Syracuse will be spent resting and being spoiled by my mother- I was definitely not feeling so good.
Stop 3- Leesburg Airport in VA to stay with friends and see doctor.
Stop 6- Home
Really? What was I thinking? Disillusion. Sometimes I just want things to be better than they are. Problem was I used up most of my adrenaline before even making it to Stop 1, because I was so stinkin excited to see everyone and any type of travel is very hard on my body- I don't leave the house much, let alone the state. I spent most of the 1.5hr visit in Cincinnati in vegetable-like state on the couch. Same thing when I got to Syracuse and Leesburg. Stop 4 and Stop 5 were cancelled and I am home now recovering.
However their were a few moments of functionality.... And the doc appointment was great. Perhaps I will write more about that on the next post.



